There are things I could say
Nothing that I can write here will accurately represent what I am feeling. I have a lot of things to think about, a lot of priorities that I need to sort out, and some other deep questions that are distracting me from almost everything. Usually I can compartmentalize my life and deal with one problem at a time. Right now I don�t know what to do or say. I have something that I could post about a certain movie, but it would not be a good idea to write anything until I am certain where my opinion stands on it. I should probably leave it at that before I say something stupid and am misunderstood. Do not fear that I will forget about this site, I will return soon.