personal note

Ok, yes, I am alive. Its been 5 days since I last wrote a rant, and I didnt feel so bad because I just started my job and dont get home till late at night and most of my creativity is sapped by then. But tonight I only worked the one late shift and chugged about 3 cans of Mt. Dew in 1 minute. I am still coming down off of that buzz. I wasn�t even feeling bad about missing updates for this little graphicly challenged site, untill I went and saw geeks with guns, this site is good, not only is it amusing but it looks good, the index page is a little large to the dialup shmuck community(card carrying member). I am now ashamed at my functional yet pathetic design that is the sole result of producing this site on an old linux box. Personally, If I want to get any web-development done I have to use my windows tools, this and this. Sure Joe works good, but you cant argue with results. Perhaps my realizations of inadequacy with this site and my othersite (which I forgot to test in 16bit color before deploying DOH!), has led me to insanity of commitment to iproving this for the several obscure people that actually seem to be visiting this insane masterpiece, or perhaps it has led me to the overuse of hyperlinks for no apperant reason, or perhpas the result is my strange use of extremely long sentences that go on, and on, and on, only borken up by commas. I suppose I could have ranted about something serious but looks are all that has become important to me, perhaps I should give up this chrade of pretending to want to produce �content� for an �audience�. Wow! I saw the FF movie and wow it is a schweet film it is so much better than standard animation and the story line is actually halfway compelling despite the overbearing new-age tree hugger religion that is part of the whole point of the movie. I have noticed that this is getting to me an extrodinarily long entry, I guess I am just making up for my down time, sorry. There, I can make myself stop!